Dead Will Hunting

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"Sod this!" and with a supreme effort reached down and grapped the coffee-vial from White Wolfs kit and broke it open above his mouth, swallowing the lot in one go, with what can be described as a firery belch that smelt like MP's undewear draw to follow.

He stood perfectly still, like a steel girder, then uttered the phrase "Well, that was fun whilst it lasted.." and then, whilst remianing rigid, fell forward onto his face, still in lucicer form.

The assembled crew simply looked at each other as what they assumed was "normal" phil snoring , passing gas and mumbling somethng about the bolivian navy doing manuvers.

"Well...what do we do now?"
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Shortly afterwards Jade had Cass taken to the infirmary while the others were trying to figure things out.

Jaxx was upset as he watched the gassy Demon Phil snoring away. After hearing the small talk from the others he realized he almost redlined again and Evelina saved his bacon by doing something the deed with him in public. Evelina was mad at him as she was hurt and embarrassed and now he felt alone in a room full of humans and GELFs. Jaxx could think of a million reason why he should leave but only one reason for him to stay. However his only reason for smiling was mad at him so now he had nowhere to turn to for comfort. White Wolf looked at him and asked, "Are you still with us?" He looked at White Wolf and then at the ground as he replied, "I don't think I ever was fuzzy." White Wolf saw Jaxx was down as he replied, "I'm sure there is a reason Tara did what she did. I mean her programming may be off and..." Jaxx looked down as he replied, "It's a small matter. I'm sure I will be blamed anyway." Jaxx looked at White Wolf as he said, "Hey Fuzzy........tell Eve babe I'm sorry I am no good." Before WW could respond Jaxx started walking off. The only one who even noticed Jaxx leave was WW since Evelina was sobbing and the others were debating on what to do about Tara.

Jaxx just kept walking as he rubbed his sore head. He thought to himself, "Damn man....I am totally pathetic. Not only did I lose to that holo bitch but I let her send me in to a wicked frenzy. Now they have like no excuse but to bail on me. That jerk flyboy was just dead set on blamin me for axing that bitch Sara and then like when she wasn't dead he didn't even say he was sorry for busting a cap in my melon. Fuk'em....Fuk'em all. I am like tired of being blamed for all the fuked up heinous shit that like goes on wit these gits. Like no matter how hard I try they still hate me. So fuk'em I say. They like want me gone so bad then they can deal Sara themselves. I quit."

He walked up the empty stair case as his mind was wandering off. Before he knew it he was on the thirteenth floor all alone. The room was reset and the door was open as he walked into it. As he looked around he he saw everything looked like the first time he saw it. He walked to the large wave pool and entered the water and let himself sink to the bottom in despair. Granted he was in no danger of drowning he felt empty inside. Without Evelina by his side he would have no one to talk to on the ship. Either by fear or hate the others kept their distance from him. As he sat at the bottom of the pool he felt utterly alone and knew only one person would even bother looking for him, but he wondered if he burned that bridge too. Life without Evelina would be too much for him at this point as he contemplated isolation or suicide. As Jaxx was sulking in his pity party he was oblivious to the security that was activated in his room. While oblivious to his surroundings, he failed to notice the segmented metal pool cover sliding and containing him in the pool. As the cover made a loud connection at the end he noticed he was trapped in the wave pool alone. At first he was going to fight his way out but then he realized there was no point since he was better off alone. As he sat there staring at the metal cover he smirked and thought, "Like talk about yer cosmic jokes."

TAG (Tara trapped a depressed Jaxx and no is the wiser)