hoplessness

As Angel was lying in a bed in the medi-bay she could feel herself floating,
everything felt like a dream,
she didn't feel like herself, her body was heavy and she was drifting in and out
of a sleep like state,
She looked up to see Seymour was there looking at her, he was talking to Doctor
Keto,
She couldn't make out what was being said, Angel had managed to pull herself up
but her body felt heavy,
she managed to sit up right and looked at Seymour who seemed to be talking to
her but she couldn't understand him, it was like another language,
Angel was starting to feel better but she still didn't know what was going on
everyone seemed to be speaking another language,
She looked around panicking not knowing what was going on, she jumped off the
bed pushed Seymour and the doctor over and ran out the medi-bay door,
everyone was looking at her and it made her more paranoid Angel graded Tom and a
knife which was being used to cut wires,
Everyone was talking at her but she had no idea what was being said or what was
going on,
she looked at tom and said, something but Tom didn't understand what Angel was
saying,
Angel poked the knife in his back and pushed him towards the flight deck , Angel
pointed the knife at anyone who came near her,
She opened the door and locked it behind her
"now get in there"
Angel looked at Tom but he looked at her as if he didn't understand what she was
saying,
this made Angel even more mad and confused,
she shoved him in star bug,
Angel dropped kicked Tom and knocked him out,
she then took over the controls and typed in the security pass code,
as the doors opened Angel heard some one talking on the radio but she couldn't
understand what they where saying,
she was going as fast as she could to get to the door which was opening for her
to enter outer space,
she wanted to get as far away as she could,
the doors stopped then started to close,
she just about made it she was in outer space and could be left alone,
she then though
"shit what have I done"