I want to go away pt.2

<snip> "Oh, well I hope there would be an easier path knowing you,
but
there isnt, Im sorry" Alicia said with a sad look on her face.
"Its not your fault" Alandra said starting to cry.
Alicia looked at her, seeing her cry maid her sad for her half
sister.... <end snip>
Who: Alandra and Alicia
Where: Alicia's quarters and Alandra's quarters
When: After snip
Alandra then sat on the floor and started to bawl. Her sister
growing tears in her own eyes.
"Alandra its not the end of the world" Alicia said whiping the tear
out of her own eye. Alandra looked up.
"I a..ammm. P, reegnate wi, with Pete's chi, child!" Alandra
stuttered inbetween breaths.
"Alandra you know you can terminate right?" Alicia suggested but
hated the idea.
Alandra shook her head no. She considered it a crime. She just didnt
know how to break it to Peter though when she got back.
She wouldent even know if he would get back with her.
Alandra stood up. "Im sorry Ive got to go" Alandra sniffled
She ran out of her sisters quarters and down the hall.
She then took the xpress elevator to her hall and ran to her room
and locked the door behind her.
Alandra collapsed to the floor and started to cry even harder.
Alandra slammed her hand on the wall.
"Get a grip of yourself Alandra!" Alandra snapped at herself. She
pulled her now long hair then stood up.
She walked over to the bathroom and pulled all of her hair in front.
She took sissors and started cutting her hair short.
The black waves fell off one chunk by one. Tears rolling off her
face.
Once Alandra was done, she looked up at herself. Her eyes bloodshot
from crying. Her hair short. She couldent be reconized. She was
different.
Alandra then made her way over to the kitchen table and pulled a
steak knife out. She continued to cry. She held the knife up and
slid her index finger down the sharp edge.
Blood ran down her finger. It was almost beautiful to her. Alandra
then sat the knife down and bandaged her finger. She sat down and
looked out the window
She felt even more lonlier now then she ever did before...
To be continued....